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August 29, 2008

If

Filed under: Personal — Bob Goulais @ 10:32 pm

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream – and not make dreams your master,
If you can think – and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch and toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: “Hold on!”

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings – nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And – which is more – you’ll be a Man, my son!

Rudyard Kipling

August 15, 2008

Bawdwaywidun and the Creation Story

Filed under: Personal — Bob Goulais @ 8:15 pm

This week, I had the pleasure of attending the Living Treaties Summit at the Sault Tribe of Chippewa Indians Reservation in Michigan.  Yesterday, Three Fires Midewiwin Grand Chief Bawdwaywidun (Eddie Benton-Banai) provided a keynote address on the subject of the Anishinaabe Creation Story.

As always, his rendition in the Anishinaabemowin language was heartfelt and moving.  It was moving to see those in attendance repeating his affirmations, verses from the Story and standing in respect while he sang “Aande, Aande abiigwen Manidoo” – which is the first of 65 Creation Songs.  Obviously, the songs and the story were not told in completion.  It was really amazing to see those moved by the actual Creation Story, however abbreviated.  The Midewiwin are indeed the carriers of Anishinaabe knowledge, the songs, the stories and the actual word-by-word teachings.  In unison, we were actually reciting the words with Bawywaywidun.

His stories and delivery were also quite entertaining.

According to Eddie, at the time of the “Miracle of Loaves and Fishes, Jesus was feeding a thousand people with only three pickeral.  (Referring to the local catch).  Waynaboozhoo, who is original Anishinaabe, comes up to Jesus.  Jesus greets him.

Jesus: “Hey Wayne”!!

Waynaboozhoo: “Hey ‘J’. Have you seen Moe lately”.  (Referring to Moses.)

Waynaboozhoo: “By the way, where’s the tartar sauce?  And where’s the Frybread?”

Jesus: “Sorry, we only have bagels today.”  (Referring to Jesus’ Jewish heritage.)

In his entertaining way, Eddie spoke that Waynaboozhoo and Jesus are in fact, brothers.  As is Mohammed and the Buddah.  Each of these holy men, are decendants of the Creator himself, placed on the Earth to walk amongst us and provide spiritual enlightenment.  In that way, we are all brothers under one Great Spirit.

Bawdwaywidun asked who is really a Christian?  Are Christians the people who taught us to be ashamed of who we are?  Are Christians the people who abused our people in residential schools.  Are Christians the people who believe their way is the only way and we’re damned to hell if we don’t accept Jesus?  Are Christians the people who said we were workship the Devil and spoke the Devil’s language?  He pointed out that the Anishinaabe had no concept of evil, sin or the Devil until they all got off the boat at the same time. 

He spoke highly of a Reverend who set down his bible and came into Wounded Knee to support the Anishinaabeg during that occupation in the 1970s. “He prayed with us, lifted the pipe with us – all without judgement.”  The same Reverend “once again set down his bible and marched with us to Washington, DC. And he called us “Brother”.  Looked upon us as equals.  Showed us Love and Respect.  Isn’t that what Jesus taught?  That’s what it’s like to be like Jesus.  That is Christ-like.”

Eddie further elaborated:  “If Jesus was to walk in here, he wouldn’t be with those on Parliament Hill. He wouldn’t be with the war-mongers that call themselves Republicans in Washington, DC.  HE WOULD SET DOWN HIS BIBLE AND WOULD WALK WITH US!! – the Anishinaabe.”

He would come right into this tent and ask: “Where is Wayne?”

In telling of the Creation Story, he spoke on a number of the early themes in the teaching:

“All Creation Stories are true.”

“There is but one Creator.”

“Everything comes from Spirit. We all come from the Spirit World.”

We were all formed by Spirit – by the joining of Spiritual elements. The physical Earth was formed from those same spiritual elements. Those same spiritual elements formed our physical body and all those around us: human-life, insect-life, fish-life, bird-life, the animal-life, the plant-life.  The Creator blew life, from his breath through the sacred Miigis, into all of Creation.

Four brothers, the ancestors of all humankind – were lowered to the Earth.  They all set out in each of the four directions.  Misko-gaabwid, the first to be lowered was a Spirit man and was more like a child.  He didn’t want to leave the Creator’s side. He returned four times – each time lifting his arms up to his Grandfather and each time he took him back with great kindness.

G’zhemnidoo is not the name of the Creator, but describes the Creator’s Spirit and the relationship we have with the Creator.  It is translated into Great Kind Spirit.  The Spirit that Loves us without condition and continues to take us back.  He Loves us as we are.

When our life is over and we leave this physical Earth, G’zhemnidoo will take our Spirit back as he did in the beginning.  Our body will go back into the Earthly elements as well. Our body will repay the Earth for all we took from her. All the berries. All the food. That’s why our bodies should be buried as we are rather than being cremated or buried in cement mausoleums.

 

August 6, 2008

It’s been a busy day… (so far)

Filed under: Personal — Bob Goulais @ 1:55 pm

Today has been a busy day.  We’re getting ready for Katherine Faith’s berry fast coming out ceremony which happens tonight at 6, right here at my house.  It’s going to be an awesome night.  Katherine Faith is really excited.

Today, I have:

- fed my kids breakfast
- sent Faith and Miigwans to summer program
- spending time with Griffin.  He’s home today because he has poison ivy.  He’s been a big help.
- returned some e-mail
- did the dishes
- sharpened my axe
- borrowed a shovel
- dug out a fire pit
- sought out and chopped firewood
- bought corn at the farmer’s market
- went to the grocery store
- bought some strawberry pies from Jean-Marc’s
- brought the kids their swim suits
- baked a cake
- cleaned vegetables
- put in a 5 pound sirloin tip roast beef… the main course
- set up the awning and our lawn chairs

What can I say…  I’m on holidays.

August 2, 2008

Just For A While

Filed under: Personal — Bob Goulais @ 7:45 pm

I thought I found her on an Island up north
So soft and sweet.  She made me smile
When she left me a great pain came forth
on that first week I thought I’d die

But now I’m learning to Love myself
She can’t help me with that
I feel a yearning to be by myself
For a while – Just for a little while

I asked her once, not to break my heart
When she agreed, I trusted blind
I may have lost Hope, but I have Faith
I’ll be alright.  I think I’ll be alright.

Because I’m learning to Love myself
She can’t help me with that
I feel a yearning to be by myself
For a while – Just for a little while

I had been blinded by my own needs
To share my Love until it’s gone
Now that she’s gone, my Spirit bleeds
I need some strength to carry on

So I’m learning to Love myself
She can’t help me with that
I feel a yearning to be by myself
For a while – Just for a little while

     Love isn’t something that handed to you
     It’s a special gift from deep inside
     Love yourself. Forgive. Remember that yearning
     Work on yourself and Love will abide

If I had a chance, I’d probably take her back
I’m a weak and helpless man
I need clear vision, to make a right choice
To let her go and fly again

Now I’m learning to Love myself
She can’t help me with that
I feel a yearning to be by myself
For a while…
Baby, just for a little while
For a while – Just for a little while

 

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